These past 12 months hurt the worst.
I have never felt so disoriented, lonely, and reversed
I have thought about you too much, too often, and more and more as each day passed.
Trying to fill up days with the memory of your radiance but the nights end with my contrast
I closed my eyes just to see you with me
But when I opened them I missed you instantly
I knew that no matter how long it took or what I had to do
I would strip my body of every jewel, every cloth, every scar and tattoo
There is no place I would rather be but in your soft kiss
Nowhere to go, nothing to do but be here with you like this
I tell you every year when you come back to me how much you mean
But you know by now your role as my King, and I as your Queen
I can’t wait for all your hope, excitement & pure love
It’s everything I’ve desired and needed so much more of
I’m ready for you, my September to wrap me in all your beautiful glory
Ready to write it all down, add chapters to our love story
& I’ve accepted the fact that we don’t have much time together darlin
All the more reason to lavish in the month of joy you bring.
So happy to see you again my love!! 😘
G